Last week I had my 25th CT scan and it was good news.
I haven’t had eyes on the scan yet myself, but basically it looks the same as the previous scan I had back in February. This means that the disease is stable, which is about the best we can hope for with Avastin, and it means the Avastin is working. So far I have had 89 rounds of chemotherapy total, 15 of which include Avastin, meaning I have spent close to $90,000 on my chemotherapy over the past 6 months.
The advice, since the Avastin is working, is that I should continue with it. It really begins to put into perspective what the impact of last years fundraising effort has had. At the time 60k seemed like a huge target that couldn’t be reached. As time has progressed, it has proved to be only the tip of the iceberg, and the money raised has enabled me to continue for a lot longer. At some point however, we will reach a point when the money runs out, and we will be left with the decision over whether to continue with treatment (in a debt based way), or to stop and let nature take it’s course. As regular readers of the this blog know, I’ve long since accepted the final outcome, so its not too much of a stretch for me to let nature take its course rather than to bankrupt family and friends with the ongoing ridiculous costs of my treatment, but that is a bridge we will cross when we get to it.
In other semi-related news, it would seem that I have developed a gastric ulcer over the past week, which means I missed my most recent scheduled round of chemotherapy. 5-FU is an agent that gives me mucositis along the entire length of the gastrointestinal tract, so the stomach not withstanding, has subsequently ulcerated. Avastin can also impair healing as well, so its likely the combo of the two has led to mucosal erosion and then impaired healing. I have since started on high dose Omeprazole (a Proton Pump Inhibitor) to help reduce the acidity of my stomach and therefore help with it’s healing. The last week has involved persistent nausea, epigastric pain and multiple episodes of vomiting at all hours of the day, so it has been a bit of a miserable time. I am scheduled for a gastroscopy this coming Wednesday to get a firmer diagnosis and to rule out other possibilities for my symptoms in the context metastatic disease.
Oh the joys of cancer… 🙂
Until next time…